May 2012
6 posts
phases.
Hi.
Today i shall attempt to categorize the different phases in my life.
1. High hopes and lots of potential.
Okay im not boasting or anything. This is just what my dad tells me and everyone. I was apparently a really bright kid , really sociable and everything. He has these flower flash cards and he says, when hed throw one down, i’d be able to name it. Haha. I remember nothing of it. I...
What if the life I am living is a lie ? Just...
Little mouse.
Little mouse, dead on the ground.
So small and fragile.
Got lost, never found.
Do those who love you know you’re gone?
How small a life, but still a life nonetheless.
Body frayed and body torn.
Fear not little mouse.
I see you.
I know you.
Outside.
Urban History class,
the 1 hour in uni-life i dread the most.
Painful really.
Today people were doing their usual presentations, but Ting Ting was up today.The moment she spoke you knew she had a major handicap in the English Language. When I look around i see smirks on the faces of all the local Aussies.I can’t help but feel somewhat offended event hough i’m not from China, or not...
April 2012
7 posts
rigid awkward unnatural strange weird.
meh.
well now, its been a while.
Melbourne University.
used to be something I looked forward to , something i was working hard to get to. But now, well not just now, but for a while now, I have asked myself. What am I doing?
Im not enjoying my university education. And that is apart from me enjoying being here in Melbourne with Lincoln and my friends. Its money-sucking being in uni, and for what? To get a degree on paper. I...
September 2011
3 posts
April 2011
2 posts
Sometimes i feel like I have no control over myself and my urges.
Sometimes i feel like a bad person.
Thank goodness for God.
March 2011
3 posts
Time rolls by so quickly. What am i doing here really ? Whats the meaning of it? Why do i feel so reliant on people on things. I cant seem to be enough for myself in several ways.
cant seem to be anything other than ordinary. maybe im even less than ordinary.
January 2011
4 posts
im leaving in 15 days ._.
Tumblr is now my blog
Its my birthday today. Wide awake at 2.04 am. I should get to sleep real soon. Another year passes me by and I’m 19 now. Hope this year is going to be good.Ive spent half of my 18th year wasting away not doing anything productive.
I hope that going to Melbourne is going to be great. A fresh start somewhere new. Imma leave in about 20 days and but i somehow feel unprepared. I have everything...
May 2010
1 post
November 2009
2 posts
August 2009
25 posts
